These people on Facebook and their “things you didn’t know about me” meme is so adorable. Here’s a few for you folk:
1.) Pretty sure I’m a legit alcoholic
2.) I’ve been battling with bulimia for the past 5 years
3.) I have no idea what its like to trust someone
4.) It’s thursday and my bowling night
5.) I like bowling
I’ve been lying to my friends all day about my plans after work because I really just want to go to the movies by myself and then have some drinks at my local dive bar. Alone. Is that selfish of me? Kinda just want to do me, not everyone else tonight (hehe). Tired of worrying about what other people want, and really just want to put myself first tonight and not stress about where the night is going and who wants what.
Actually, this isn’t a new low at all, this is probably the greatest thing I’ve ever done.
Morning folks. In Saturday I tried to fight one of my best friends because I thought he was hitting on a girl I have a schoolyard crush on. Turns out he was asking her for a phone charger. I’m not insecure at all. Happy Monday.
Scrolled Facebook for about 5 minutes.
2 wedding anniversarys
1 engagement from yesterday
Infinite baby pictures.
If you need me I’ll be curling up in a ball and dying.
I’ve been sniffing around here a lot again lately. First it started with just simply logging on, reading a few posts, then letting it sit again for a week or so. Then I found myself scrolling down reading everything about everyone until my eyes were strained and I could go to sleep. Then I began hearting (oh, how I missed sending the love to y’all). I’ve been going through a lot of mental anguish lately, and when I really think about, this was the place that helped me throw down my thoughts and put them right in front of my face. It’s a place to not only feel supported, but to give it back when it’s needed out there on the interwebs.
Am I going to post everyday? I don’t know. Does that really matter? Obviously not. Will I become notoriously known throughout a universe of Tumblr? Doesn’t matter. I’m here for me. And I’m here for you, the ones where I will stop everything I’m doing and read what is on your minds because I truly care. A place where it’s nice to let one’s guard down and not worry about what is thought of me. Because me is all I know. And I’m fine with that for now, as I try to figure myself out.
Or has this place started to become what we all hate about Facebook?
A HISTORY LESSON, VERY INTERESTING! READ IT ALL..
They used to use urine to tan animal skins, so families used to all pee in a pot & then once a day it was taken & sold to the tannery…….if you had to do this to survive you were “Piss Poor”
But worse than that were the really poor folk who…
So I had this dream last night….
It was a beautiful sunny afternoon. And I was with a bunch of friends at a water park. I was floating down a lazy river, just relaxing in the sun. All of a sudden my tube came up to a pretty girl. We chatted and it just passed the time. Eventually another one of my friends floated on up, and almost instantly she became attracted to him. Then her friend floated up, so now there’s 4 of us just talking. Another one of my friends came floating up, and now the second girl that game was attracted to him! This pattern continued for another 3 or 4 rounds of me being passed over, before I finally woke up. I can’t say I’ve ever had a nice dream turn into my biggest fear.
I’m not one who typically analyzes dreams into deeper meaning. But waking up from this dream; a dream I remember so clearly…It makes me wonder that if deep down inside I’m not as confident as I’d like to be. I’m not quite sure how to change that, other than to try and stop thinking about negative things when they pop into my head.
Christ, I need a drink.